Sometimes some people come in your life and touch you in that special way that it doesn't remain the same anymore. One finds words incapable of expressing the feelings that he goes through. I used to wonder what actually happens, what drives a person to such a state; but was never able to find an answer. Until now. I realise now the emotions, the thoughts that one undergoes.
It all started when I got introduced to her for the first time, at first I didn't find anything special about her but still there was something which made me be with her for the initial days. I didn't have a clue what I was getting into at first, I could never imagine how my life would be with her in the future. Still I continued not wondering about the results, not caring about the future, just enjoying the moment I was with her. I never realised when I started making time to be with her, I felt good being with her. I felt a connect between us, something which I had never felt before. The more I came to know about her, the more I started liking her. I was able to be more true to myself in front of her than I was with everybody else, I felt comfortable being with her. Then came 'the' moment when I realised that I could not live without her, I wanted to be with her everytime. I wanted to be a part of her world, I wanted to live in it. It seemed now that my life revolved around her, I couldn't even think for a moment without thinking about her. I could see my whole future with her.
I started dreaming about her. I thought about her when I woke up, when I ate, when I drank. I kept thinking about her during the lectures, professors words kept on reminding me about her. I thought about the things we did yesterday, the moment we spend together, about the things that I would do in the future in the lecture. I thought about her during lunch, during dinner....I used to think about her every moment when I was not with her. I was having a great time being with her and I hoped that it would remain like this forever. It felt as if we are destined to be together. But the cruel hand of fate didn't think so.
We got separated. I am now lonely without her. I always try to be in contact with her. But it doesn't feel the same, I miss her a lot now. I remember the old days and try to comfort myself thinking about those. The desire to be with her increases day by day, but I know I have to control myself because my future depends on it. This self restraint would gurantee me a future that I have always wanted. Something which would make us both happy. So I guess I have to live with it.
God, I miss GAMING...and nobody does gaming here in IIMC :-(
Sunday, September 14, 2008
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
The business of religion
I was thinking of some cool title for this write up and came up with this, some how I get the feeling it isn't cool enough. This is going to be a rambling about how the workings of religion are very similar to that of a business. Let me add a disclaimer here that I intend no offence to any religion in particular, I will try to avoid naming any religion but some times it becomes unavoidable so pardon me for it. All the opinions expressed here are strictly of the author (though I got the idea from an article I read somewhere, don't remember the source, but the development on it has been strictly mine).
Let's start from the start :-) Religion requires a good leader who is able to share his vision with the rest of the people who in turn start following them, quite identical to a person who starts a company and starts off with a small group of people who believe in the concept. The importance of the leader is quite evident from the fact that most of the religion (Company) present in today's world is identified with the person (CEO/Founder) who preaches it. However after a religion gains a major following (becomes a big company), one of the followers with the support of a segment start having an idea of their own and they break off from the parent religion and start a new religion (company) of their own. For ex: the emergence of Christianity from the Jews. There are a lot of parallels in the business world, for ex: A T Kearney being started by Tom Kearney, an ex Mckinsey employee.
Then comes the expanding of the religion. This is very similar to the way companies expand their business. Religion is spread (marketed) by priests (sales people) in the existing region. It then is spread to other geographical regions by messengers (branch expansion). This spread in other regions is then customised a bit to suit the general needs of the people present there. A very interesting theory that I came across was one presented in the movie "The man from earth" where it suggested that Jesus may have been a disciple of Buddha and came to mediterranean lands and preached it in the modern form which was more tailored for the people over there. This is quite identical to the way a company enters a new market overseas.
Now when there are quite a number of players (religion) in the market, competition starts. The fight for the market share begins. Every religion wants to retain its existing followers and convert the people following other religion into their own. The methods adopted by the priests of each religion to retain and gain the market the share is quite similar to the one adopted by the various companies. They try to show the superiority of their religion (in a way the product/service by following it), aggresively publicise it and try to bring out the benefits that one gets by following it compared to other. They generally target three levels in the Maslow's need theory i.e. Safety, Love/Belonging and Self Actualization.
Now as a follower (consumer) switching of religion (changing products offered by different brands) involved no cost, we could actually list down the kind of religion one would prefer to follow based on the features/services provided i.e. segmentation based on age. I will give the preferences for various age intervals based on my preference (strictly my preference!).
1. ~ 0-18 yrs : religion which provides gurantee of support from the family, encourages the importance of family (no divorces, remarriage etc.) so that focus could be more on development and foundation.
2. ~ 19-29 yrs : religion which provides independences, one doesn't get bogged down by rituals and restrictions. This represents the growth period of an individual.
3. ~30-45 yrs : this is kinda similar to the interval of 0-18 yrs, where the importance of family again enters (no divorces, remarriage etc.). Represents the maturity period of a individual.
4. >45 yrs : religion which provides a strong community support system. Represents the decline period of an individual.
Based on this market segmentation each religion can target its own sector and try to enter other sectors.
The purpose of this write up is not make any statement or pass a judgement. It's meant to give some food for thought as to how the religion system is working and in which direction its headed. Most of us are really not sure if there is a need of religion, maybe this perspective can give a direction in which the answer can be found.
Let's start from the start :-) Religion requires a good leader who is able to share his vision with the rest of the people who in turn start following them, quite identical to a person who starts a company and starts off with a small group of people who believe in the concept. The importance of the leader is quite evident from the fact that most of the religion (Company) present in today's world is identified with the person (CEO/Founder) who preaches it. However after a religion gains a major following (becomes a big company), one of the followers with the support of a segment start having an idea of their own and they break off from the parent religion and start a new religion (company) of their own. For ex: the emergence of Christianity from the Jews. There are a lot of parallels in the business world, for ex: A T Kearney being started by Tom Kearney, an ex Mckinsey employee.
Then comes the expanding of the religion. This is very similar to the way companies expand their business. Religion is spread (marketed) by priests (sales people) in the existing region. It then is spread to other geographical regions by messengers (branch expansion). This spread in other regions is then customised a bit to suit the general needs of the people present there. A very interesting theory that I came across was one presented in the movie "The man from earth" where it suggested that Jesus may have been a disciple of Buddha and came to mediterranean lands and preached it in the modern form which was more tailored for the people over there. This is quite identical to the way a company enters a new market overseas.
Now when there are quite a number of players (religion) in the market, competition starts. The fight for the market share begins. Every religion wants to retain its existing followers and convert the people following other religion into their own. The methods adopted by the priests of each religion to retain and gain the market the share is quite similar to the one adopted by the various companies. They try to show the superiority of their religion (in a way the product/service by following it), aggresively publicise it and try to bring out the benefits that one gets by following it compared to other. They generally target three levels in the Maslow's need theory i.e. Safety, Love/Belonging and Self Actualization.
Now as a follower (consumer) switching of religion (changing products offered by different brands) involved no cost, we could actually list down the kind of religion one would prefer to follow based on the features/services provided i.e. segmentation based on age. I will give the preferences for various age intervals based on my preference (strictly my preference!).
1. ~ 0-18 yrs : religion which provides gurantee of support from the family, encourages the importance of family (no divorces, remarriage etc.) so that focus could be more on development and foundation.
2. ~ 19-29 yrs : religion which provides independences, one doesn't get bogged down by rituals and restrictions. This represents the growth period of an individual.
3. ~30-45 yrs : this is kinda similar to the interval of 0-18 yrs, where the importance of family again enters (no divorces, remarriage etc.). Represents the maturity period of a individual.
4. >45 yrs : religion which provides a strong community support system. Represents the decline period of an individual.
Based on this market segmentation each religion can target its own sector and try to enter other sectors.
The purpose of this write up is not make any statement or pass a judgement. It's meant to give some food for thought as to how the religion system is working and in which direction its headed. Most of us are really not sure if there is a need of religion, maybe this perspective can give a direction in which the answer can be found.
Thursday, March 6, 2008
One man standing
He stood by me for 15 years, bearing the work of two, standing like a tower. Never did it once complain or refused to cooperate. And now not having him by my side fills my heart with remorse and pain. It's been two weeks and not a single second goes by when I don't think of him.
He had a partner once, 15 years back but fate had its other plans. A swift strike by destiny left him alone with ruins of his partner. Thereon, he has dutifully lived a solitary life much like myself. Beside him lay the ruins of his partner which always reminded him of the good old times.
Journey from that point had been tough. Over loaded all the time, too much expectations and being ridiculed from time to time. But he was brave and determined. He took everything with a smile, which earned him the name 'Brok3n Smile'. He cherished it and motivated him to keep on going. He was tall and fair, and appeared a lot fairer because of the dead remains of his partner. He planned on living forever, so far so good. But destiny had its own plans.
I was in Bangalore for my IIM Lucknow interview. I was going to meet my school friends after the interview. Interview got over by 4 and I had some time to spare, so I decided to stuff myself with some food which for some mysterious reasons never shows up in my body. After asking the hotel receptionist, male as destiny had it, about the nearest Subway, I turned swiftly towards the glass door to make my way out. At that precise moment it struck, for a moment I didn't realise what happened, there was a silence! Then I heard the gate keeper saying something with the other half of the door being opened. People say that when death is near, one's complete life flashes before ones eyes. What flashed before my eyes at that moment was me sitting and watching the Saint Gobain glasses ad on tv where a lady throws a bucket of water at a glass door, and a man on the other side ducks thinking nothing was there. And there I was in that flashback laughing merrily at that ad. It wasn't my complete life, but I wasn't completely dead either. But someone died at that moment.
I came back to my senses. The receptionist came rushing to me, male as destiny had it, asking if everything was alright. Being a true sport (or rather not wanting to make a fool of myself), I said everything is fine, fine as butter. And I rushed out of the other half of the door which the gate keeper still kept open, he was still saying something I couldn't understand. Out on the street, I realised I was missing something. I couldn't figure out, until I felt it. My tooth, the lone tooth, my favourite tooth, the one which saw me through ups and downs, with which I had developed a deep bond was missing, well technically half missing. He was in level now with its partner. I couldn't believe it. I rushed back to the hotel so that I could take a closer look in the restroom.
The gatekeeper was still saying something standing there at the gate alongside the receptionist. They were looking at something on the ground. As I reached there, I finally understood what the gatekeeper was saying..."Is that yours?", and I looked at the ground, the broken pieces were scattered over the floor. The receptionist, male as destiny had it, asked if he could do anything. I wished he turned into a female and asked the same question. I said no thanks, went into the restroom and took a closer look. The 'One Man Standing' was no longer there, it was gone, gone forever.
He had a partner once, 15 years back but fate had its other plans. A swift strike by destiny left him alone with ruins of his partner. Thereon, he has dutifully lived a solitary life much like myself. Beside him lay the ruins of his partner which always reminded him of the good old times.
Journey from that point had been tough. Over loaded all the time, too much expectations and being ridiculed from time to time. But he was brave and determined. He took everything with a smile, which earned him the name 'Brok3n Smile'. He cherished it and motivated him to keep on going. He was tall and fair, and appeared a lot fairer because of the dead remains of his partner. He planned on living forever, so far so good. But destiny had its own plans.
I was in Bangalore for my IIM Lucknow interview. I was going to meet my school friends after the interview. Interview got over by 4 and I had some time to spare, so I decided to stuff myself with some food which for some mysterious reasons never shows up in my body. After asking the hotel receptionist, male as destiny had it, about the nearest Subway, I turned swiftly towards the glass door to make my way out. At that precise moment it struck, for a moment I didn't realise what happened, there was a silence! Then I heard the gate keeper saying something with the other half of the door being opened. People say that when death is near, one's complete life flashes before ones eyes. What flashed before my eyes at that moment was me sitting and watching the Saint Gobain glasses ad on tv where a lady throws a bucket of water at a glass door, and a man on the other side ducks thinking nothing was there. And there I was in that flashback laughing merrily at that ad. It wasn't my complete life, but I wasn't completely dead either. But someone died at that moment.
I came back to my senses. The receptionist came rushing to me, male as destiny had it, asking if everything was alright. Being a true sport (or rather not wanting to make a fool of myself), I said everything is fine, fine as butter. And I rushed out of the other half of the door which the gate keeper still kept open, he was still saying something I couldn't understand. Out on the street, I realised I was missing something. I couldn't figure out, until I felt it. My tooth, the lone tooth, my favourite tooth, the one which saw me through ups and downs, with which I had developed a deep bond was missing, well technically half missing. He was in level now with its partner. I couldn't believe it. I rushed back to the hotel so that I could take a closer look in the restroom.
The gatekeeper was still saying something standing there at the gate alongside the receptionist. They were looking at something on the ground. As I reached there, I finally understood what the gatekeeper was saying..."Is that yours?", and I looked at the ground, the broken pieces were scattered over the floor. The receptionist, male as destiny had it, asked if he could do anything. I wished he turned into a female and asked the same question. I said no thanks, went into the restroom and took a closer look. The 'One Man Standing' was no longer there, it was gone, gone forever.
Saturday, January 12, 2008
Movie Experience at 27/-
It's been one week of my leave, spent meticulously on sleep and food. But now it seemed that sleep was leaving me. Nights were especially difficult, I had to wait long before sleep came to me. The situation was deteriorating with every passing day, I had to do something to get sleep back in bed with me. I couldn't imagine the night without her. I needed to impress her, show her how far I can go to woo her back to my bed. And then I got the idea of going for a movie. At first it wouldn't be clear how could going to a movie get me my sleep back, but then it ain't a normal movie experience.
The nearest movie theater from my house is Payal Talkies only 13-15 km's away. There is another theater about 10 km away but as the rumors go it doesn't have an entry gate. The movie being shown at that time was 'Welcome'. So after a final resolution I decided to go for the afternoon show expecting a bit low turn up since the movie was going house full. It was Christmas, traffic was low so I finally managed to reach the place in about 25 minutes or so. As soon as I entered the premises of the theater, there was the line, multiple lines in fact. I was well before the show around 1 hour before hoping that the lines would be empty and I could be ahead in the line. Cursing everyone around I also joined the line. The counters were not opened as of now. I asked the guy in front of me when do they open, he said half an hour before the show, so half an hour wait. Then I noticed another line of ladies, their counter was open and they were given tickets. I was like what the ^&?#, and there were guys drooling over that line some for fun, some in the chance of getting their tickets from the ladies. Then half an hour before the show, the counter opened and suddenly instead of a straight line, the crow changed the formation into top of arrow kind. I remained in line, hoping that my chance would definitely come, slowly and slowly the line progressed. Finally, I was near the counter about 6-7 guys behind, when the line stopped moving and slowly it started dispersing. I was surprised as to what was happening, asked the guy in front of me who said that the counter is closed and they are not giving tickets anymore. The ladies line was still active and they were still getting their tickets. It was for the second time I was like what the &$#@. I was in a state of anger incapable of reasoning as to what to do next. Is that it? that's the end, this is what I came for so far. Crap! Then I noticed the guy, whom you usually see in such situations. The rate currently was "27 ka 50", 50 bucks still sounded cheap having shelled out 100,125,180 bucks for a movie in hyderabad. Still like an ideal indian I started bargaining, I quoted for 40 which he readily agreed to my surprise thereby making me give that wretched feeling that I should have said even lower. They guy told me to wait for a 2 minutes, he will get the tickets in the mean time. I wondered from where? but he was back in 1 min only with the ticket all crumbled, I gave him 40 bucks and went inside to enjoy the show.
Now these theaters are pretty different from the PVR, ImaX stuff. There's a huge screen or rather massive screen with the seating divided into ground and balcony. 15 bucks for the ground seats and 27 for the balcony. So I found my way upto the balcony. You don't have a seat number written on the ticket, find any empty place and just sit. Now the fun starts, having dutifully taken my seat I was taking a look around. People were coming in huge numbers, mostly young guys hardly any females. At that moment, a guy comes in with his gf (I presume) holding their hands together. All that was visible was their silhouette against the giant white screen. The whole theater got excited, and started yelling "Haath Chhod", "Haath Chhod". The guy released the hand immediately and the two started walking more closely. The movie started, one could hardly hear anything the introductory song being played. Everyone was yelling, cheering, whistling. It was deafening. Slowly the people cooled down, but there was this deafening noise everytime Katrina came onto screen, or Nana made some witty comment. There was a scene where Akshay moves his hand on Katrina's belly (Gosh!), the whole theater got excited again and there was uniform shout "Haath hata", "Haath hata". It was the second time that the mob had objections to the position of the guy's hand, it seems that the general people are really concerned about the guy's hand are (atleast in the company of a girl). Finally the movie ended and then there was the roar again from the mob.
Having watched the movie, I realized that no matter what movie you watch here you are going to enjoy every bit of it. After all it's the environment which really makes the time worthwhile.
ps : for those who are concerned whether I was able to get sleep in bed with me, yeah I was successful and we had a great night together.
pps : this isn't the first time I had gone to see the movie in that talkies, but had been one in a long time.
The nearest movie theater from my house is Payal Talkies only 13-15 km's away. There is another theater about 10 km away but as the rumors go it doesn't have an entry gate. The movie being shown at that time was 'Welcome'. So after a final resolution I decided to go for the afternoon show expecting a bit low turn up since the movie was going house full. It was Christmas, traffic was low so I finally managed to reach the place in about 25 minutes or so. As soon as I entered the premises of the theater, there was the line, multiple lines in fact. I was well before the show around 1 hour before hoping that the lines would be empty and I could be ahead in the line. Cursing everyone around I also joined the line. The counters were not opened as of now. I asked the guy in front of me when do they open, he said half an hour before the show, so half an hour wait. Then I noticed another line of ladies, their counter was open and they were given tickets. I was like what the ^&?#, and there were guys drooling over that line some for fun, some in the chance of getting their tickets from the ladies. Then half an hour before the show, the counter opened and suddenly instead of a straight line, the crow changed the formation into top of arrow kind. I remained in line, hoping that my chance would definitely come, slowly and slowly the line progressed. Finally, I was near the counter about 6-7 guys behind, when the line stopped moving and slowly it started dispersing. I was surprised as to what was happening, asked the guy in front of me who said that the counter is closed and they are not giving tickets anymore. The ladies line was still active and they were still getting their tickets. It was for the second time I was like what the &$#@. I was in a state of anger incapable of reasoning as to what to do next. Is that it? that's the end, this is what I came for so far. Crap! Then I noticed the guy, whom you usually see in such situations. The rate currently was "27 ka 50", 50 bucks still sounded cheap having shelled out 100,125,180 bucks for a movie in hyderabad. Still like an ideal indian I started bargaining, I quoted for 40 which he readily agreed to my surprise thereby making me give that wretched feeling that I should have said even lower. They guy told me to wait for a 2 minutes, he will get the tickets in the mean time. I wondered from where? but he was back in 1 min only with the ticket all crumbled, I gave him 40 bucks and went inside to enjoy the show.
Now these theaters are pretty different from the PVR, ImaX stuff. There's a huge screen or rather massive screen with the seating divided into ground and balcony. 15 bucks for the ground seats and 27 for the balcony. So I found my way upto the balcony. You don't have a seat number written on the ticket, find any empty place and just sit. Now the fun starts, having dutifully taken my seat I was taking a look around. People were coming in huge numbers, mostly young guys hardly any females. At that moment, a guy comes in with his gf (I presume) holding their hands together. All that was visible was their silhouette against the giant white screen. The whole theater got excited, and started yelling "Haath Chhod", "Haath Chhod". The guy released the hand immediately and the two started walking more closely. The movie started, one could hardly hear anything the introductory song being played. Everyone was yelling, cheering, whistling. It was deafening. Slowly the people cooled down, but there was this deafening noise everytime Katrina came onto screen, or Nana made some witty comment. There was a scene where Akshay moves his hand on Katrina's belly (Gosh!), the whole theater got excited again and there was uniform shout "Haath hata", "Haath hata". It was the second time that the mob had objections to the position of the guy's hand, it seems that the general people are really concerned about the guy's hand are (atleast in the company of a girl). Finally the movie ended and then there was the roar again from the mob.
Having watched the movie, I realized that no matter what movie you watch here you are going to enjoy every bit of it. After all it's the environment which really makes the time worthwhile.
ps : for those who are concerned whether I was able to get sleep in bed with me, yeah I was successful and we had a great night together.
pps : this isn't the first time I had gone to see the movie in that talkies, but had been one in a long time.
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